Will To Protect

I now can think back to my past and find out that I have no friends while all others have. What is wrong with me for not having friends ? This question was nagging me ever since my first grade but couldn't find the answer. Now I am studying in third grade in a new school with no friends and a depression of getting into a change, I feel like I am a complete loser. However I have a strong desire to be a hero in the class with a very popular and beautiful girlfriend and a lot of friends. Well heros are like that don't they, they have lot of friends and the perfect lover. In fact I am just the opposite. This tale however has a twist that the boy who was the most popular in the class, with the whole class as his friends, who is like a hero made friends with a person like me who thinks that he himself is a foolish boy who has an impossible dream to be a hero in the class. We quickly became best friends and when speaking with him, playing with him I was actually living with him as a ...

I am 23 years old. I happen to meet several people, places, and events in my life. Everything seems to come into my life and slowly fade away. I've tried to include those in my life. But nothing got included. I thought I am alone and always will be. At some point in life, I thought, my family, will also fade away from me. Then what is the need to have desires in life and why should I need to fulfil my goal in life. Everything will only fade away. I thought. So many came into my life. Some got my attention. Some got my time. Some got my love. But only one got my life. It was a girl. I didn't like the girl and I didn't even like to have my time wasted with her. In fact, I even tried to avoid her. But when I understood that she respects me sincerely, I thought I could give my time to her or that I could give a support or even be a friend. Anyways, unknowingly I fell in love with her. I fell in love with a girl who I don't like. I couldn't comprehend her character or...

Why should I sacrifice? I sacrifice everything because I already have everything......and my everything is my mother .  I have been thinking for a long time about what is right and what is wrong, how I can differentiate between right and wrong. I knew that what was right is love but I didn't know what I do is against love or not. But today I found out the answer. To do what is right is to understand your mother,what your mother does for you, how she does that for you and it is just pure love and sacrifice. My dream is to become the U.N. Secretary General to help, serve and protect the people of the whole world but this task is very hard to achieve and I was confused for why I should love and protect people from where no love I will get back, instead may be I will be risking my own life for that. I understand this karma is a real sacrifice. So why should I do this karma? W hy should I sacrifice? The answer to these difficult questions is my mother . I know my mother...

They were both war orphans.Lucy who had lost her parents and sibling brother, was in agony of her days in the disaster relief camps.She didn't utter a word since a bomb had taken the lives of her family, she was in a state of delirium.Tim, also a war orphan were staying in the camp.He is a little younger than Lucy and was playing outside the camps with other children. Lucy was sitting quietly staring at the kids who were playing happily outside, then it suddenly began to rain, kids who were playing were dispersed off to their camps, but Lucy didn't move a bit and was just sitting in the rain staring at the people who were running for shelter. She didn't notice that a boy was beside her holding an umbrella in his hand and was there to hold it for her. "What is your name,sister?" Tim asked.Lucy hearing her called "sister" as lightning remembered her younger brother, and without even having a gesture on her face, tears began to flow from her eyes. It s...

Pain and pleasure, the contradictory factor which governs the way of our living. Neither pain nor pleasure will give us what we truly needs. In fact the understanding of pain and detachment from the clutches of pleasure is what I think which makes us realize what our heart truly desires, which is to love and to be loved. In essence the realization of love is what which helps us understand the value of other's in our life. Each and every person who surround's one's life leave a mark in one's heart but that will never be dark because even if that mark points one to hatred it help's that one to overcome the real pain and suffering called solitude. Solitude, the void in our heart is being filled by the people around us and this itself is the value of people. This is a reason why we should love. If a person leave a mark in our heart which causes hatred doesn't imply that that person should be hated. This is because people are not their actions are. People changes,...

Every living being which exists in this world have their own distinct journey of life and a way to survive in that journey. Just a mere survival of fulfilling the worldly needs is not all I think since there is an existence of survival in our own self,in our heart. So fulfilling the needs of the heart is also a part of survival. In our heart we feel both elevated as well as depleted. Moving from this depleted being to the elevated being is what it means to survive. People sometimes feel elevated and sometimes feel depleted according to the situation which surrounds them. When love prevails around us we become the most elevated self and when we feel hurt inside we become a depleted self. If the agony in heart is left untreated it turns itself into hatred in our heart. So survival of the heart is a fight between love and hatred. As we are living, we must also be prepared to endure the pain which is inflicted upon us by the obstacles which we face when we journey through our life. Life...

If we consider animals at the time of their birth, then I think human beings are the most fragile of all. Humans need strict care from their mother for more than 5 years to adapt to his environment. Also when we think about the living conditions of animals, then we human beings are the most prosperous one. We humans have more than the basic needs which we have, we are not striving to acquire the basic needs, food, water, and shelter, or if we put it this way, we can get the basic needs easily than any other animal on earth. How does we become so prosperous although we are fragile at the time of our birth? What is the reason behind the aspect, we humans move suddenly from a powerless baby stage to a powerful adult stage? The answer is simple and as expected, our intelligence, but the real question is, is intelligence the only factor which leads to our prosperity? I think it is not since intelligence can collide against each other and throws us back to the primitive stage of  m...