A tale of love

I now can think back to my past and find out that I have no friends while all others have. What is wrong with me for not having friends ? This question was nagging me ever since my first grade but couldn't find the answer. Now I am studying in third grade in a new school with no friends and a depression of getting into a change, I feel like I am a complete loser. However I have a strong desire to be a hero in the class with a very popular and beautiful girlfriend and a lot of friends. Well heros are like that don't they, they have lot of friends and the perfect lover. In fact I am just the opposite. This tale however has a twist that the boy who was the most popular in the class, with the whole class as his friends, who is like a hero made friends with a person like me who thinks that he himself is a foolish boy who has an impossible dream to be a hero in the class. We quickly became best friends and when speaking with him, playing with him I was actually living with him as a hero myself. I feel like I am also a hero in the class. He taught me what friendship is and what it means to be best friends. He said to me that the whole class should be one as friends and there should be no division as enemies.

Time went by but there seems to be something missing for me to be a hero. I understand that it is to have a girlfriend. So I made up my mind to find one for me. Just when this thought lingers in my head I happen to notice this girl who is the most beautiful among all the girls. This girl is not only beautiful but she is the 1st rank in the whole of the class. I feel in my heart that this is the girl who is made for me. I feel the the whole universe in my heart. I now understand that this is my place, this is where my friends belong to, this is where I belong to, this is my home.

I am now studying in 6th grade and just when things seems to go right for me, something between me and my best friend happened. It's as if he no longer believes me. It is the worst thing that happen to me. For me whose world is revolving around my best friend it was as if my heart got a hole in it. I feel alone. This is my last year in this school, after that I am going to the place where my parents calls as 'our place'. But there is one last thing that I should do in this school. It is to ask her if she loves me or not. Unfortunately my fears and doubts kept me from asking her. Somehow I know in my heart that she not only doesn't love me but she loves my best friend too. This fear was too much for me yet I strived to ask her if she loves me. At the last day of the school I decide to tell her that I love her. My courage wasn't enough to do that so I asked help from another friend. At this last day me and my friend rushed after her to tell but my poor friend also doesn't have enough courage. So it didn't happen and there is she goes in front of me without turning back off to her home and that's when I last saw her. All the things that happen it was as if life's being unfair to me, it was as if fate itself was trying to separate her from me.

Now I'm doing my degree 2nd year and I happened to know that she is now in the place where my parents and I now call as 'our place'. She is the one who is loved by the sun.