Will To Protect

I now can think back to my past and find out that I have no friends while all others have. What is wrong with me for not having friends ? This question was nagging me ever since my first grade but couldn't find the answer. Now I am studying in third grade in a new school with no friends and a depression of getting into a change, I feel like I am a complete loser. However I have a strong desire to be a hero in the class with a very popular and beautiful girlfriend and a lot of friends. Well heros are like that don't they, they have lot of friends and the perfect lover. In fact I am just the opposite. This tale however has a twist that the boy who was the most popular in the class, with the whole class as his friends, who is like a hero made friends with a person like me who thinks that he himself is a foolish boy who has an impossible dream to be a hero in the class. We quickly became best friends and when speaking with him, playing with him I was actually living with him as a